Free Time

I seem to have free time, and my brain is exhausted and completely depleted from scrolling through social media yet again. I thought I would sit down to the computer to see if anything comes of it. Lately I have needed space, time to process what ever "this" is. My brain is overwhelmed, and while looking for something to occupy it, I cannot seem to find a damn thing that will. Each time I think, "Oh I'm gonna do that", I begin and am quickly tired of it within seconds. I need something to occupy me but nothing seems to, so I stay busy with tasks until it is time to sleep. So this my friends is yet another task of the day. Something to see if I can take time up in this space that cannot occupy me.

On another note, I have a neighborhood duck and her mate that I have been feeding since we moved into our house. Every single day they come quacking at my backdoor waiting for fresh water and food. Well this mamma duck is now sitting on her third nest, the first two abandoned for some reason only nature can explain. After abandoning her second nest, I took and have had six of those eggs in an incubator. They have been developing well; you can candle the eggs and watch to make sure they are fertile and developing. Yesterday, the first egg pipped, another over night, and then a third egg has now pipped early this morning. The eggs are moving as they slowly make their way into this world. Did you know it can take an egg forty-eight hours to hatch?! Anyway, that's happening here and is exciting, and I'm still living the dream with backyard chickens! Eleven backyard chickens to be exact, and I love every one of them.

I need to google once I'm done here to see if too much chicken poop can hurt a dog. My french bulldogs think that the chicken shit is literally the shit. It's disgusting how much they eat, especially Bruno. He was throwing up last night and I think it was because he was literally full of shit; chicken shit.

My wifey is the bomb and added on to our patio. She used bricks and it came out beautifully. She even put a heart in the middle with our initials, cus she cool like that.

Our garden is growing but slowly. We went big on our garden this year but I think we were a little behind getting it started, but it's catching up.

I sit here wondering what is happening to this country as we move back in time. Literally move backwards. As we take away rights of the people that worked decades to have. As we criticize parents for loving their children. As we do not enforce gun laws as it is a constitutional right, but still take away other rights that are only taken because of beliefs that are a right to decide to believe in or not. This weighs on me and my heart wondering how many more things in this country will change and what it will become. We do not live in the best country anymore.

Was having a rough evening in this pic. Tomorrow is a new day.❤️