Struggling. Daily. Im already exhausted and I do not feel as if anything is going to get any easier any time soon. I know I am not the...

So, an update on the ducks. I accidentally keep typing dicks. Anyway, after having 5 eggs in the incubator, 4 have now hatched, and it's...

I seem to have free time, and my brain is exhausted and completely depleted from scrolling through social media yet again. I thought I...

#chickens #chickenlife #motherclucker I recently ventured into a new direction. I needed something to occupy my mind. It has wandered off...

#dysautonomia #fatigue #smallfibersensoryneuropathy #fibromyalgia Today my pain is consistent with "I want to be in bed really bad," but...

#anxiety #depression #dysautonomia #smallfibersensoryneuropathy #fibromyalgia My heart rate is up. I feel anxious. I feel shaky. My hands...

#struggle #depression #support #encouragement #unconditional Underneath. What comes to mind when someone says the word underneath?...

#background #behindthescenes #trauma #healing #selfhelp #whatnoonesays #backgroundnoise #depression #anxiety My last post was based on a...

#justno #strong #onlywhatyoucanhandle #dontsayit #pleasestop #catchphrase #trauma #selfhealing #healing #themind How many popular phrases...

#burkittslymphoma #cancersurvivor #cancersucks #tohardtoreliveit #hefoughthewon #spencerstrong #trauma #selfhelp When I began my blog, I...

#wifeyforlifey #wlw #lesbian #gay #loveislove #beyoutiful #findyourhappy #momvibes #boymom #wifey Did you know that I have an amazing...

#change #empowerment #courage #selflove For so long, I hated change. It wasn't just that I myself hated change, but my body couldn't...

#Dysautonomia #Smallfibersensoryneuropathy #Fibromyalgia #Chronicillness Today has been a good pain day. Too often is this how I seem to...

Next month I will be 41. It took me well into my late thirties before I began to even realize who I really was or even wanted to be, and...

The things that I used to write about; the hardships with my children, they will return throughout. However, today I am going to write...

Feeling the need to get back to my blog, one, because I truly enjoy writing, two, because it is therapeutic and great for my mental...

Recently I have mostly been talking of my youngest son Spencer and his journey through cancer treatment. Today I am going to pick back...

I ended the last post with Spencer's official diagnosis- Berkitts Lymphoma. The official diagnosis was given to us on January 27, 2016. ...

In the last post, I ended with sweet Spencer being loaded onto the ambulance to be transferred to Texas Children's Hospital in the...

Beginning towards the end of the year of 2015, Spencer seemed to have what was a cold. This cold never got any better, in fact, it...